Today is our FIVE-YEAR ANNIVERSARY. Can you believe it? I certainly can’t. We went from a teeny fledgling community to one that’s over 1,000 members strong! It’s incredible, is what it is, and it’s all thanks to you!
In order to celebrate, we are having a fanworks challenge! Remember those? Well, technically they used to be fic-only challenges, but we are forever seeking to broaden our horizons here at ohsam
, am I right?( Rules and fun stuff under the cutCollapse )
Link to the prompting post is here
Title: I just want to be Sam (The autistic me)
Characters of the whole story: Sam, Dean, John, Bobby, Jim, OMC, OFC
Rating: Nc-17 (later)
Warnings of the whole story: Autistic behaviors, slight self-harm, denial, strong language, struggles and issues. Eating disorders.
Summary: Sam's different from other kids his own age and he knows it, but he also knows that he's not trapt, he's just.. a little lost. And this is his story of breaking through the walls of autism.
A/N: I've autism myself, so I'm well aware of what I'm writing about. This is a verse kinda fic I guess. The first fic is from John's POV
. The second from Sam's. The thrid Dean's POV( Read more...Collapse )
- Tags:.genre » wincest, .pairing » sam/dean, .pairing » sam/omc, anxiety/panic attack, crying, eating disorder, hugs/cuddling, insecurities, self-harm, sexual abuse: non-con, starvation
Title: GnawAuthor: road_rhythmPairing:
graphic child abuseOther warnings/kinks: [list]underage (Sam is 16), child abuse, psychological torture, sensory deprivation, isolation, starvation, unsanitary conditions, unsafe sex, rough sex, painful sex, painplay, bloodplay, comeplay, switching, humiliation, topping from the bottom, biting, feeding kink, hand-feeding, verbal/emotional manipulation/abuse, elements of D/s but they're all over the map, reluctant participation in edgeplay that is neither safe nor sane, vorarephiliaSet:
That Dad already has another job lined up by the time he returns from his last one to collect them isn't surprising. What is a bit surprising is that he says he's got one for Sam and Dean, too. It's simple: to go into a box and stay there. He should have defined it better.( Dean turns twenty, and all of a sudden his favorite phrase is "Eat me." )
slash (sort of?), hurt/dark headspace, 9x10 "Road Trip" tagPairing:
Sam/Sam, Sam/Cas, past Sam/Jess, Sam+Dean, in their desperate gencest wayRating:
masturbation, erotic asphyxiation/breathplay, semicidal thoughts, rather unfiltered rage?Summary:
A very belated fill for a_starfish
, who prompted the following: For some time since/after Sam expelled Gadreel, Sam has been experimenting with auto-erotic asphyxia partly as a result of ambivalent and ambiguous feelings about life/death, control over autonomy, taking control of life through something involving the risk of death. Castiel's aware, to some extent, of what Sam's up to and although conflicted hasn't done/said anything until this point because it's Sam's choice and his risk to take.
At some point, somewhat reluctantly, Cas is conflicted but starts taking a more active role. Cue some consensual breathplay/asphyxia, but it's still supremely fucked up and dysfunctional. And dark.Is this a bedroom thing or a dungeon one? I'm unclear, Cas says.
Where Death Has Set His SealAuthor:
Sam, Dean, short appearances by Death, Gabriel, Castiel and MissouriWord count:
AU for the S10 finale. Sam strikes a bargain with Death. Sam dies permanently at Cold Oak. There are no world-ending crises. A lot of people are saved from dying. But for Dean, the world's empty without Sam in it. Knowing Sam's waiting for him on the other side is the only thing keeping him going. Or, the epic love story of Sam and Dean, told in letters.Spoilers:
Through to the end of S10.Warnings:
Major character death. It isn't particularly dark compared to some things I've written, and I think it's hopeful. That said, it is intense, and I made myself cry a time or two while I was writing it. If that bothers you, please proceed with caution. Disclaimer:
I own nothing.Read on FF.Read on LJ.Read on AO3.
: Some Like It HotAuthors
: Cas (virtualpersonal
) & brimstonegoldPairing and characters:
Sam/Dean (AU, not bros)Ratings/Warnings
: NC 17, 16 year old Sam, heat/sex pollenSummary
: Rebel fighter Dean gets more than he bargained
for when he steals a starship only to find out he isn’t alone. How will he deal with a Maldevian youth in heat?Chapter 2