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25th-Jul-2016 04:28 pm - [art] dreams
roadtrip
Title: Dreams
Characters/Pairings: SamJess
Warnings: N/A
Notes: "I made this over three months ago and forgot to post it on LJ" should be my motto, and understood with every piece of art that I post. Anyway. I listen to too much Fleetwood Mac. Enjoy.
Preview:


Full graphic @ my LJ.
22nd-Jul-2016 01:55 am - The Wild Things Update
Sam + Dean.
Title: How the Wild Things Start — chapter 9 and 10 of ???
Rating: mature for dark themes
Genre: tragedy/horror/family
Warnings: lots of trauma, PTSD, a bit of a mentally altered Sam, gore/violence, and a few more mature themes like suicidal ideation.
Notes: I posted this as a oneshot a while back, but it's gained a lot of traction since then and has been updated quite a few times! Feel free to check it out on AO3 and fanfiction.net. Feedback is always welcome, thank you so much! It's a pretty dark universe, so heed any warnings included in the chapters!

Summary: An alternate universe where Sam is taken in 9x23, Dean lives through his ordeal with Metatron, and a lot of horrible things happen. Trapped in a fighting ring where hunters and monsters are pitted against each other, Sam just tries his best to survive and not completely lose himself in the process.

CHAPTER'S NINE AND TEN ADDED.

Please see warnings at top of chapters, if any.

"Sam wakes up standing on his feet. Swaying, the old midnight air scrapes an icy hand across his skin, which has cooled with chilly sweat. He looks down at his bare, battle-marked arms, blinking, incoherent as he tries to put pieces together: they're familiar, they're his, he's standing out in front of the cabin. He traces the edges of each scar against pale skin and releases a gasping breath he didn't realize he'd been drowning in. One hand is clasping a gun with trembling fingers. He peels his index finger away from the trigger and looks around; there's no bodies, no blood, nothing but him and the beginnings of a sprinkle of rain."

Chapter 9: READ ON AO3 | READ ON FANFICTION.NET
Chapter 10: READ ON AO3 | READ ON FANFICTION.NET
22nd-Jul-2016 05:50 pm - Things We Couldn't Change
Title: Things We Couldn't Change
Author: mentholpixie
Word Count: 1300
Characters: Sam, Dean
Summary: Sam is angry (and kind of traumatized). Dean is worried (and concussed). Neither of them knows what to do now. Sequel to Anywhere Else But Here.
15th-Jul-2016 12:42 pm - Gone Boy
Title: Gone Boy
Author: Lennelle
Word Count: 1,800
Summary: Sam doesn't sleep for 3 days after Dean dies.
Author's Notes: Set right after 3x16. This is just a small fic of what I thought might have happened right after Dean went to Hell.

LJ|FFN|AO3
Dean + Booze.
Title: How the Wild Things Start — chapter 8/???
Rating: mature for dark themes
Genre: tragedy/horror/family
Warnings: lots of trauma, PTSD, a bit of a mentally altered Sam, gore/violence, and a few more mature themes like suicidal ideation.
Notes: I posted this as a oneshot a while back, but it's gained a lot of traction since then and has been updated quite a few times! Feel free to check it out on AO3 and fanfiction.net. Feedback is always welcome, thank you so much! It's a pretty dark universe, so heed any warnings included in the chapters!

Summary: An alternate universe where Sam is taken in 9x23, Dean lives through his ordeal with Metatron, and a lot of horrible things happen. Trapped in a fighting ring where hunters and monsters are pitted against each other, Sam just tries his best to survive and not completely lose himself in the process.

Chapter eight added — things get better. Sam carries on as best he can.

Warnings this chapter: suicidal ideation mentions, mental trauma. Full of juicy Sam angst.

"Sam takes up hunting, but animals. Not monsters. He likes it, likes to exist in a world people rarely touch. He grows some things. Poorly, but he does. He boils water and catches rabbit and chops up brains and makes a stew for a kitsune. It’s almost kind of funny. He apologizes mentally to whoever it belonged to. He hopes they understand, he doesn’t have time to check for the red dot on their driver’s license."

READ ON AO3 | READ ON FANFICTION.NET
1st-Jul-2016 01:39 pm - Sam I Am - chapter 3 on AO3
Story title: Sam I Am
Chapter title: Crash
Story Summary: Sam was taken when he was only fifteen years old. It's been two years. Everyone has changed, but Sam is different.
Dean learns to understand a brother who no longer makes any sense, trying to keep him safe from himself and the people who damaged him.


On AO3 and full story in FF.net
1st-Jul-2016 03:22 am - Shade
Sam + Dean.
Title: Shade
Rating: teen+
Genre: tragedy/supernatural/horror/family; pre-series/weechesters
Warnings: body horror, illness, death of a character (ssssort of)
Notes: Just a quick awful thing I wrote a while ago, haha. Enjoy!

Summary: Sam’s cursed during a hunt, when he’s in the seventh grade.

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1st-Jul-2016 03:16 am - Heal
Sam + Smile.
Title: Heal
Rating: teen+ for adult themes
Genre: curtain!fic, gen. friendship.
Warnings: talk of domestic abuse and the effects of it
Notes: Outsider POV with a bit of mentally hurt Sam who suffers from selective mutism for y'all. Inspired by a prompt on this community, actually! Hope you enjoy it, and any comments are appreciated.

Summary: You meet the two on a hot Californian summer day. Neighbors, can’t afford the glamour that reflects off the broad shoulders of Hollywood. You all are settled in Palmdale. Nothing special, Palmdale. Cost-affordable. You find that shred of social neediness for the month, dress into flip-flops because the beach is beckoning. Sam-n-Dean are going to the grocery store.

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1st-Jul-2016 03:08 am - Tether
Sam + Darkness.


Title: Tether
Rating: Mature
Genre: Angst/tragedy/supernatural/gen
Warnings: character death and lots of sadness
Notes: It's from the samwinchesterbigbang! Thanks again to my artist who made such wonderful artwork. You can find it on AO3 and ff.net! Links below.
Summary: "It's hard to explain, what if feels like to just — stop being whole. I remember thinking about it a lot, when Dad and Dean started actually letting me go on hunts, you know...? I wondered what pain felt like to them, when they don't have the chemicals and nerves for it, no bodies to replicate the feeling. I wondered what tethers them to that kind of hurt, instead of running away from it."

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